Smile Princess- 7/4/08

OK SO THERE IS NOT MUCH TO DO THIS LATE AT NIGHT RIGHT!!! MY ICE PRINCE AND HIS HOMEY TANKAD JUS LEFT MY HOUSE A WHILE AGO N OF COURSE WE WERE JUST KICKIG IT. GAH!!!! IT IS SO MUCH FUN TO KICK IT WITH ICE PERO ANG HIRAP RIN. MAHAL KO SHA EH. FUNNY RIGHT. I HAVE TO BE HIS FRIEND KAHIT MAHAL KO SHA. MAHIRAP. I HAVE BEEN LISTENING TO SO MANY SAD SONGS THAT IT IS FINALLY GETTING TO ME. I HAVE TO DEAL WITH ICE AND MY PARTY ALL AT ONCE. MY PARTY IS NEXT WEEK AND IT IS CRAZY!!! I AM GOING TO BE 17. GRRNESS!!! I AM GETTING OLD. NAALALA KO NA KAILANGAN KO PAPALA GAWIN UNG SENIOR PROJECT KO BEFOR SUMMER SKOOL ENDS. 3 WEEKS!!! WELL I WANT TO GET MY HOURS DONE BY THEN. THERE IS SO MUCH TO BE DONE. I THINK MY PROJECT WILL BE "THE EFFECTS OF DRUGS ON THE MENTAL, PHYSICAL AND SOCIAL ASPECTS OF PEOPLE." FOR COMMUNITY SERVICE I WILL GO AND INTERVIEW DOCTORS AND PSYCHIATRISTS ON THEIR OPINONS OF THE EFFECTS OF DRUGS AND I WILL TALK TO A FEW PEOPLE WHO I KNOW HAVE AND ADDICTION TO ALCOHOL AND SMOKING BECAUSE I DON'T KNOW ANYONE THAT DOES DRUGS. HAHAH. I THINK THIS WILL BE A VERY FUN PROJECT FOR ME. THE 8 PAGE ESSAY IS NOT FUN THOUGH. OH AND FIGURING OUT HOW TO FINISH THE REST OF MY HOURS. I CAN GO TO MIDDLE SCHOOLS AND INFORM THEM OF WHAT I HAVE FOUND OUT. I CAN ALSO GO TO THE MOVIES AND MALL AND BOOK STORE AND PASS OUT INFORMATIONAL SHEETS. CRAZY AND I CAN DO THAT TOGETHER.
OK SO I AM IN A SAD MOOD BECAUSE OF ICE SO I AM GOING TO POST SOME QUOTES THAT I JUST LIKE. OH AND HAVE YOU NOTICED THAT MY SISTER DOESN'T POST ANYTHING ANYMORE!!! GRRRNESSS!!!

QUOTES:
~Giving up doesn't always mean you are weak; sometimes it means that you are strong enough to let go
~Love is like a puzzle. When you're in love, all the pieces fit but when your heart gets broken, it takes a while to get everything back together
~You can close your eyes to things you don’t want to see, but you can’t close your heart to things you don’t want to feel.
~Out of all the things i knew,i still trusted you
~True love is when you shed a tear and still want him it's when he ignores you and you still love him it's when he loves another girl but you still smaile and say im happy for you when all you really do is cry.. and cry..
~It hurts so much to love you the way i do, and then look at you and realize how much you don't care...
~Its hard to wait around for somethng that you know might never happen but it's even harder to give up especially when it's everything you ever wanted
~I have to be CONCEITED,I got a talent of getting hurt...
~A blue heart is sad a gray heart is mada red heart is taken or already in lovebut my heart is blue and graysad because the guy i love isn't taking hints. but i'm mad because i'm holing myself back from everything i want!
~When no ones around to see her pain, she breaks down. They say she's so strong, but they've never seen her cry. She's got everyone fooled.
~So when i see him, i'm gonna put on my best fake smile and tell him i'm happy for him, But as soon as he says bye and turns away, i'm not gonna fight the tears, i'm gonna let them fall
~My entire life has been a tragic play. There's been some romance, some comedy, but no matter how many good things might happen, I will always end up right back where I started. Back at the bottom, discouraged, regretful, alone
~Where's my, "Happily ever after," ??
~Oh, I shouldn’t care or wonder where and how you are. But I can’t hide this hurt inside my broken heart. I’m fighting back emotions that I’ve never fought before, ‘cause I’m not supposed to love you anymore.
~They say when you’re alone it’s better because nobody knows you. When no one’s your friend, it’s better because nobody leaves you. But I hear voices and I see colors. And I wish I didn’t feel anything. Then it might be easy for me, like it is for you
~one day, your prince will come. mine? oh, he just took a wrong turn, got lost, and is too stubborn to ask for directions
~You aren't born tough. You get that way when there's no one there to dry your tears
~"Take it all off". He said. "What, my clothes?" "No, your make-up. Your mask"
~Eventually, one of two things will happen. He'll finally realize you were worth it, or you'll finally realize he wasnt
~They say, "What doesnt kill you only makes you stronger." Well maybe some of us are just too sick and tired of being so damn strong
~She doesnt want to explain what she feels because she doesnt exactly know. Half of her loves him, but the other half of her wants to let him go.
~Maybe i'm not supposed to get over him. I mean, look how many times i've tried.
~as i remember all the hurtful things he's said to me, i can't stand taking it all over again. I had to give up
~She looks into his eyes and asks herself, "How am i going to get over this one?"
~It is impossible for me to remember a time when you were not a part of me
~When other little girls wanted to be ballet dancers, i kind of wanted to be a vampire
~Forget Stacey's Mom... Me & my girls got it goin on!
~& there's a reason why some people go down in history and others are forgotten. Because everyone has a dream. The people we remember are th eones who achieved theirs
~She smiles like everyone expects her to. She's living up to the expectation of never letting anything get to her. But something's wrong with her smile today. Congratulations ICE, you got to her
~I dont want someone constantly saying i'm beautiful, or hot, or sexy. I want someone who will fight with me; tell me he hates me; and act like he's crying just so i will kiss him. I want someone eho will make fun of me. Do things with him, and his friends, and not always do everything i say. I dont want the "Perfect Guy" to every other girl. I want my perfect guy. The one who is no where near perfect. And knows i'm not either, but loves me anyway


ok so i guess that's it for tonight. i have been writing forever now!!! hahaha. still kinda emo but i will be good in the morning with a shopping trip. at least i got to spend some time with my funky prince.