simply bored

hmmm...today is friday. there is a football game tonight. yesterday was kuya reindeers b-day. i just got my id pic. next week i have to get my permit. i am bored. i am nervous. tomorrow is marc's goodbye party. how depressing. those were all telegraphic sentences! hehe. well yea so i have to go home today and make myself look nice for the football game and i have to take pix of the band and whatever else i can get. tomorrow i have to look nice again because there is a party and i have to say goodbye to people tomorrow. next week kuya is going to leave on the 19th. then it is jeniffers b-day on the 20th. i am one busy person. idk what we are planning to do for jen jen's b-day. idk who is going to go. i doubt one person is going. cuz you know that person always has excuses. oh and then there is that festival on sunday. so i guess last night i had a lot on my mind. interesting how weird i get when i am hurt...well i will write back here tomorrow if anything good comes up. hahaha

Smile Princess is Confoosed...

i have been thinking a lot about religion. it's such an interesting subject. no one can really talk freely about it for fear of offending others. idk what my religion is anymore. my mom tells me to read the Bible but i don't want to. i believe that all those lessons we are supposed to read about i can learn through life. i can learn suffering, glory, humbleness, greed, passion and honesty. i can do it all because i believe that i am here doing what i do by the grace of God. I am here living and breathing and singing and learning because He meant me to be here. Religion is like a clique. And when clique's get into fights then people get hurt and i don't think that is right. my friend showed me that Catholicism is scary. she has ditched all her friends from school including me for it. She insulted me right to my face. She said she can't have fun with me and the rest of my friends because we are different from her prayer meeting friends. so that means me and my friends are inadequate and not worth it because we don't believe as she does...i dont think that is really fair. it kind of hurts to think about it that way. i can't look at it any other way because it makes no sense why she left us. maybe she does not realized how much she has hurt me and others but she has. do to others what you would want done to you. she hurt us so does she want us to hurt her? of course not. she wants us to be nice while she stabs us in the heart...
I have been thinking about my family a lot too. it's just me and my mom...lately my mom has not been coming home and it hurts...i feel abandoned, alone and scarred. my mom is all i have yet she is never around. she is not around for my break downs when everything is boiling over. she is not around when i am happy about a new song i learned. she is not around when i need her. i feel all wrong inside. i know that she is never home because she has to work and that she is doing it for me but i wish she would do less so that she can be home more often.
I am still having issues with my cousin. No one really knows the full story of what is going on inside me. i am so confused by how i feel. should i be ashamed, hurt, scared. i dont feel any of that because i love my cousin. he is my cousin after all. it is not fair. i want to be mad and i want to hate him but i cant because he is my cousin. i doubt i will ever tell anyone what is really going on with me but maybe one day i will be strong enough to do so. hahah. how fun. being so alone when there are so many people around. is it normal. i guess i am ranting right now about my issues. but a lot is going through my mind. it is all swirling around and it is interesting to see all my thoughts in such a blurr when i am the person who has to have everything organized or i go insane.
school is not really an issue anymore. well...when has it ever been right? i have always had an easy time in school and i guess i was hoping for more of a challenge my senior year.
i can talk about choir for hours. i love it! it is so much fun. i finally get to do what i really love. and that is sing. i love singing and i love to challenge my voice to do better. there is not limit to how good i can get so i guess that is why i love it. it is a never ending challenge. right now we are working on christmas music. we have just finished going through carol of the bells and now we are working on ding dong merrily on high. it is such a nice song. we got it down pretty fast but i think we still need work. i guess it is the one class where i can be myself. it is again because no one i know is there except bunny, jesus and destiny and even they dont know who i really am. but is is nice to just keep quiet for a an hour and just sing. it is better. i have never really liked conversing with people anyway. i would rather sing and do art. after all i am and intellectually, artistically, athletically gifted person. and it is always fun to tell people that because it means i am a nerd, artist and jock all at the same time!
I have set a bunch of goals for myself and i am planning on pulling through and succeeding. i have to do better so i can get into college. i have been wondering about love lately. i wonder when i will find love again. i mean it has been about 2 years since my ex hurt me but all i can really do now a days is look. i can't talk to people and tell them how i really feel. i always plan to but it never pulls through because i dont want to get hurt. i even wonder if i will ever get a happy ending. i sort of doubt it because i am so alone right now but hey, people always say: there is always a silver lining. but what if i am that one person who does not have that silver lining in the clouds....how lonely would that be...i guess it could be worse. i could be hurt on a constant basis, have no friends and be talentless...i want to fall in love...i guess i have to just sit tight and wait...

Smile Princess is....hmmmm

Ok so i guess everything is back to normal...sorta...but i am still not ok with everything that has gone on. i don't trust the same people anymore. i dont know how to look at certain people. one person and i think you know who that is, just offended me and our friends. i am so grr. idc. no one is who they seem. no one gets what it's like to be me. this blog was once shared by two people n now it is myn. we titled this blog ONCE UPON A TIME... and it is true. this story was once upon a time. and there is no hope of getting that story back. depressing huh. so now i am just concentrating on myself. i really don't listen to those around me. i seem like i do though. i doubt anyone will ever be able to tell that i have changed so drastically. funny huh. hahah. not relaly. so i have set goals for myself and i have a to do list. that is all that i will worry about from now on. no one else matters at the moment. no one cares enough to matter. idk. i guess you could say i am not having a good time right now. the only thing i am really enjoying is choir. because every1 there is new to me. i don't have to talk to any of them and i dont have to trust them. if one of my "friends" were in that class i probably wouldn't be having as much fun. hahahahah. i really like to sing. i have a talent for music and i have always known that. there is so much crap going on and i know that music will never change. art will never change. it will always be my outlet. when i write stories and when i sing and when i draw it is all me. my emotions my ideas, my life pouring out. that is what it is all about. sometimes what comes out is scary but i know that i have to face my emotions. i have to face it and the only way for me to face it is to let it out. and i do that a lot now. i will write back here when i get home.

Goodbye Crazy Princess

ok wow. i got through the first week of schoo. my classes are still messed up and guzman should just get fired. i hate her. she is gay! my group is completely crazy. i dont know what to do with them. cherry is my besty right now. she knows me and i can really trust her. diva s still diva. she dont know that i got problems with her and her lies but i do. roseann is kinda being a bitch and amy is still cool. crazy is crazy. she is full of it. i'm really starting to get pissed with her. i thought that she would be one of my friends that were not face and i could count on her but i can't. today she made plans with me. she said that me n her would go out today and watch a very special love but she ditched me as usual. she is not a good friend. i hate her right now. plus the fact that i have to c her tomorrow. tomorrow i might have to c her 2nd period and 4th and 6th and 7th. i dont think i can deal with it. i think i will just have to treat her like diva. i wont tell her that she is a bitch to her face but she is. she can have fun with her stupid lil prayer meeting but i dont give a f**k it is not my problem. crazy princess is a lier and she don't know wuts up. now that she has pissed me off she can just stay with her lil prayer meeting losers. not my issue. i have my friends at skool. i can't believe that i trusted her. i really thought that i found a friend who was not plastik and who was real with me but i was oh so wrong. i am planning to write a song about her. i have been writing songs a lot lately. especially about how i feel. lately it's been about ice. a lot of it has been about how i feel now that he is leaving. well now that he is gone. it really sucks. i am kinda heart broken. but oh well. i can deal because he promised that he would come to my important dates. like choir shows and all that fun stuff. i think im still goin prom with him. idk right now and idc. so my next few songs will be about crazy princess n how she is not a good friend. she thinks wut she is doing is ok but it is not. she is really hurting us all and it's not cool. im so sick of her stupid prayer meeting shit. i know she loves her religion but damn wut she is doing is messed up. she is like a back stabber now. she's lying to our faces and causing issues in our crew. screw her. i am so pissed of.
ok so high school is fun. senior year is kick back. it is kinda stressful but i can deal. my classes are still funky but i will get it fixed. so i guess i got it all out today. sorta. my comp at home is being mean and so i am at my aunts house. so i will write back here when i have a good thing to talk about. i think. most of the drama should be gone soon n everything should go back to normal. except with crazy princess. she is too far gone with our crew. screw her and all her lies!!!!!!! GRRRR!!!!! i now disown crazy princess from our sworn family.

Smile Princess is...

idk what i am feeling lately. it's a bittersweet feeling. i have great friends i guess but there is only drama lately. i dont get it. we are starting our senior year and this is our last year together. but all anyone wants to do is fight and cause drama. oh well. wutever. not my problem right!

so today i started my senior year...my schedule is a little funky but it is sumthin i can deal with. i will probably aid for a teacher i love during 5th period cuz i am dropping psychology. it's not what i expected. it's a ghetto class. oh well. i have production choir. i am really nervous. i can't really sing and i dont want to sing in front of ppl. idk. it's not fair. everything else is a kick back class. oh n i dont have to do senior projects! i will talk more about senior year soon. =)

Smile Princess is frowning...?

OK SO YEA I'M FROWNING. SO WUT?!?!? TODAY STARTED OFF AS A REALLY GOOD DAY. I WAS HAPPY CUZ I HAD LINK CREW TODAY AND IT WOULD BE FUN, I GET TO C FRIENDS N PLAY GAMES. I HAD TO WAKE UP AT 7 IN THE FREAKING MORNING WHICH WAS NOT A GOOD THING!!! YOU KNOW HOW LAZY I AM. OK SO I WOKE UP DID MY HAIR, GOT DRESSED AND HEADED OFF TO SCHOOL. AMY N ROCHELLE ARE ALREADY THERE SO WE ARE HANGING OUT. APRIL GETS THERE HELLA LATE N ITS STARTING OFF A FUN DAY. SO WE PLAYED THE GAMES WE PLAYED ON MAY PLAY DAY AND WE DID A FEW OTHER THINGS. WE GOT THROUGH EVERYTHING REALLY EARLY AND GOT TO GO HOME EARLY. I HAD TO WALK. THAT IS WHERE MY DAY STARTED GETTING BAD. I HATE WALKING HOME ALONE CUZ THEN ALL THOSE PERVERTED PEOPLE START BUGGING ME. NOT FUN!!!! SO I GOT HOME AND I WAS SO FREAKING TIRED. I TOOK A NAP. I LOVE TAKING NAPS. I'M A KID. HEHE =) SO I WAKE UP AND IT IS FREAKING HOT IN MY ROOM! SO IT GETS WORSE THERE RIGHT. I GO OUT TO GET A DRINK; WELL A CUP WITH ICE CUZ I HAVE DRINKS IN MY ROOM. SO I GO OUT N THAT STUPID LIL BITCH THAT LIVES WITH ME PISSES ME THE HELL OFF! I WILL NOT GO INTO DETAILS. THE SHIT HE DOES, DOES NOT BELONG ONLINE. SO I ASK HIM IF HE IS EVER JUST GOING TO BE NICE TO ME AND HE STARTS MOUTHING OFF LIKES HE'S SUCH A SMART ASS. WELL HE CAN GO SCREW HIMSELF. I DONT GIVE A FUCH IF HE IS FAMZ OR ANYTHING. HE WILL FREAKING REGRET HURTING ME LIKE THIS. ONCE EVERYONE KNOWS WHAT HE DOES TO ME THEN THEY ARE NOT ONLY GONNA BEAT HIS ASS N CRIPPLE HIM THE FAMZ IS GON SEND HIM BACK HOME: TO THE PHILIPPINES. SO SCREW HIM! I HATE HIM! I HAVE NEVER HATED FAMILY LIKE THIS BUT NOW I DO! I DON'T GIVE A SHIT WHO HE IS I HATE HIM AND HE WILL REGRET MAKING ME CRY TODAY! I LOVE HIM SO MUCH CUZ HE'S FAMILY BUT HE'S GONNA BE A BITCH LIKE THAT. HELL NO. SO NOW, I DON'T CARE. I HATE HIM WITH A PASSION!


LINK CREW!!!!!

SENIORS CLASS OF 2009!!!

smile princess

OK SO IT'S BEEN A WHILE. COULDN'T GO ON CUZ MY COMP WAS BEING FUNKY. SO A LOT HAS CHANGED IN ME. I AM NOT THE SAME PERSON FROM BEFORE. MY MIND IS GONE NOW. MY EMOTIONS ARE SHIT. MY DREAMS ARE CRAP. HAHA. FUNNY RYT. NOT REALLY. THERE'S A LOT GOING ON. I SPENT A FEW HOURS YESTERDAY CRYING OVER CRAP I DON'T HAVE CONTROL OVER AND NOW I AM OVER IT. I HAVE TO LEARN FROM EVERYTHING. I HAVE TO LEARN NOT ONLY FROM MY MISTAKES BUT FROM THE MISTAKES OF OTHERS AS WELL. THAT IS THE ONLY WAY FOR ME TO GET BETTER AT WHAT I DO. I HAVE DECIDED THAT NO ONE IN THIS WORLD IS WORTH IT. NO ONE. I NO LONGER WANT TO LOOK FOR THE GOOD IN PEOPLE CUZ PEOPLE ARE NOT GOOD. PEOPLE SUCK. PEOPLE ARE ALL INSANE AND I DON'T WANT TO DEAL WITH IT. NEXT YEAR, MY SENIOR YEAR, I WILL FORGET ABOUT ALL TIES THAT I HAVE WITH PEOPLE. I WILL STILL KICK IT AND TRY TO ACT THE SAME BUT I DON'T WANT TO BE HURT ANYMORE. NO BODY KNOWS WHAT IT'S LIKE TO BE ME RIGHT NOW. THERE IS TOO MUCH PRESSURE LATELY FOR ME TO BE THE BEST. MY WHOLE FAMILY IS TELLING ME THAT I AM THEIR ONLY HOPE FOR A BETTER LIFE. I DOUBT THAT IS REALLY TRUE THOUGH CUZ I HAVE CUZINS WHO ARE DOING BETTER THAN ME AND WHO ARE MORE ABLE TO HELP. I'M JUST A KID AFTER ALL. BUT IT'S WHAT THEY BELIEVE. I HAVE ALWAYS PUSHED MYSELF TO BE BETTER AND DO EVERYTHING PERFECTLY BUT YOU KNOW WHAT...ITS NOT WORTH IT. MOST OF MY FRIENDS ARE FAKE. THEY ACT LIKE THEY ARE FRIENDS BUT I KNOW WHAT IS UP. I'M SO TIRED OF BEING USED AND I'M TIRED OF BEING TAKEN FOR GRANTED. I HAVE ALWAYS KNOWN THAT I AM MEANT TO DO SOMETHING MORE WITH MY LIFE AND YOU KNOW WHAT, IT'S TIME THAT I SHOWED EVERYONE THAT I DON'T NEED PEOPLE TO HELP ME AND I WONT HELP ANYONE ELSE. I HAVE DONE EVERYTHING THAT I CAN. MY FRIEND THAT I HAVE KNOWN FOREVER IS MOVING AND HE HASN'T EVEN TOLD ME. HE HASN'T EVEN CALLED ME SINCE MY B-DAY SO FUCK HIM. MY BEST FRIEND WHOM I HAVE KNOWN FOREVER AS WELL IS A LYING CRAPPY FRIEND. MY BROTHER HAS MOVED TO SD AND I MISS HIM BUT HE LEFT ME ALL ALONE WHEN HE KNOWS I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO. MY NEW FRIEND SAYS SHE IS MY BEST FRIEND THAT SHE IS MY SISTER BUT HELL. SHE DON'T TALK TO ME OR HANG OUT WITH ME SINCE MY OTHER FRIENDS B-DAY. SHE SAID THAT WE ARE SWORN SISTERS BUT SHE CHOOSES WORK AND MEETINGS OVER ME. SHE CAN'T EVEN SEE WHAT MY REAL PROBLEMS ARE. SHE DOESN'T EVEN GO ON HERE ANYMORE TO POST A BLOG AND TALK WITH ME SO FUCK HER TOO. SO I DON'T WANT TO DEAL WITH ANYONE AT THE MOMENT. EVERY ONE SUX! I DON'T CARE WHO HAS WHAT PROBLEMS. LAST TIME I CHECKED THIS WORLD IS FOR PEOPLE WHO EITHER WIN OR LOSE. I'M NOT LOSING IT. NOT ANYMORE. I AM NOT THE SAME NICE PERSON I ALWAYS AM ANYMORE. I DON'T CARE WHO GETS HURT OR WHO CRIES. MY MIND IS MENTALLY GONE. I FELL HATRED AND I AM BEING FORCED TO SNAP. PEOPLE KEEP PUSHING MY BUTTONS NOT KNOWIN THAT WHEN THEY PUSH ENOUGH I'M GOING TO SHOVE BACK. I'M GOING TO FIGHT BACK AND I'M NOT JUST GOING TO PUSH BUT I WILL ATTACK BACK. I HAVE GOOD FOR NOTHING FRIENDS. I WILL LEAVE THIS PLACE. AFTER MY SENIOR YEAR I WILL LEAVE THIS HELL THAT I HAVE CALLED HOME FOR SO LONG AND I WILL GO TO UCI. I WILL BETTER MYSELF. I WILL GO TO UCI AND FORGET EVERYONE HERE. I WILL FORGET ALL MY FAKE FRIENDS. I DON'T REALLY CARE FOR THEM. THEY ARE EXPENDABLE. I REALLY COULD CARE LESS. I WILL WALK AWAY FROM THIS LIFE AND I WONT EVEN LOOK BACK. I WILL JUST GO TO COLLEGE AND FIND NEW, REAL FRIENDS AND I WONT LOOK BACK AT THESE FAKE PEOPLE. I KNOW THAT PPL IN HS ARE GAY BUT I DIDN'T KNOW THAT EVERONE IN HS IS THERE TO KILL YOU SLOWLY. CUZ THAT IS HOW I FEEL. I AM DYING SLOWLY RIGHT NOW BUT I WONT GIVE IN. I FELL IN LOVE AND I KEPT IT A SECRET. IT WON'T BE A SECRET FOR LONG. I TRUSTED PEOPLE AND THEY STABBED ME IN THE BACK. I WILL MAKE SURE THAT NO ONE CAN HURT ME ANYMORE. I LOVED MY FRIENDS WITH ALL MY HEART AND THEY RIPPED IT OUT AND HURT ME. I DON'T CARE ANYMORE. THIS IS TOO MUCH FOR A 17 YEAR OLD GIRL. MAYBE I'M BEING OA RIGHT NOW BUT I DON'T CARE. THIS ANGER AND HATRED ARE REALLY PUSHING ME. TODAY I AM ACTUALLY LEAVING WEST COVINA AND GOING TO LONG BEACH. DON'T KNOW WHEN I WILL COME BACK. I DONT REALLY WANT TO. HERE ARE A FEW QUOTES....:

~My glass isn't half empty, or half full,.... there's just nothing there
~TRUStN0 0NE BECAUSE tHEY AlWAYS END UP BEtRAYiNG Y0U.
~Have you ever felt alone in the middle of a million people?
~iM StARtiNG t0 tHANk tHE PE0PlE WH0 BEtRAYED ME BECAUSE itS MADE ME tHE PERS0N i AM t0DAY. tRUStiNG N0 0NE D0ESNt REAllY MEAN N0t EXPRESSiNG Y0UR FEEliNG it 0NlY MEANS Y0U lEARN H0W t0 kEEP tHEM iN.
~Sometimes when I'm alone..when no one is watching I cry and scream my lungs out saying I still love Him...
~All I really want is for you to look at me, really look at me and see me, and love me for who I am. that's all I want
~(A week after she dumped him)
Him: What have i ever done that hurt you so much?
Her: Nothing. Him: It can't be nothing. Why are you so pissed off at me then.
Her: Because you did nothing to fight back
~I wish I could rip your heart out so maybe then you would feel how much pain you caused me
~Its funny you broke my heart you made me bleed you put me through hell and im in pain but i still love you
~I've always been there for you So why aren't you here for me? I'm still waiting for someone to show To come and save me So why am I the one... Left alone
~If this is what my best friend did to me i wonder what my enemies would do to me
~Is it too much to ask for just one thing to go right?
~It's my fault that no one knows how I truely feel But that doesn't make It hurt any less
~Yo i know this kid who's goin through a lot these past few days and i dont know how he manages to make it through the rain, cuz one by one the drop hits him, with things on his mind, nobody listens, he smiles to cover up frustrations so nobody really knows exactly what he's struggling with, nobody really knows exactly what troubles him, his problems keep on escelating so he's running from problems his mind is mentally gone don't know when it's coming home --lil crazed

Smile Princess is...nervous?

OK SO....IDK. TOMORROW IS MY B-DAY N I AM NERVOUS. THAT'S A FIRST. I GUESS IT IS BECAUSE I AM HAVING MY PARTY TOMORROW N IT HAS TO BE GREAT. DIVA S HAING HER PARTY IN TWO WEEKS N MYN HAS TO BE SO MUCH BETTER THAN HERS. I AM THE PARTY GIRL I AM THE WILD AND CRAZY ONE. I CANNOT N WILL NOT GET BEATEN BY SOME LIL KID. OK SHE'S OLDER BUT SHE IS NOT AS WISE AND EXPERIENCED AS ME. GAH! SO I GUESS MY SISTER IS NEVER GOING ONLINE ANYMORE SO THIS IS ALL ABOUT ME. HOW FUNNY. HAHAH. SO TOMORROW HAS TO BE TYT. I HAVE TO LOOK AWESOME AND I HAVE TO HAVE THE BEST FOOD AND MUSIC AND I DONT CARE ABOUT NETHING ELSE BUT THAT. HMMM...I AM FEELING BETTER THAN BEFORE. LAST WEEK I WAS JUST REALLY PISSED OF AT MY FAMILY. NOW IT HAS GOTTEN BETTER. I AM DOING BETTER. I AM LESS ANGRY AND I DONT THINK I WILL BE THROWING TOO MANY TEMPER TANTRUMS ANYTIME SOON.
I ACUTALLY HAD A REALLY BAD WEEK. WELL I ENDED THE WEEK OFF BAD. I WAS HONESTLY READY TO KICK SUM1'S ASS. THIS BITCH NAMED JONAH FROM MY SKOOL WAS TALKIN SHIT ABOUT ME THREATENING HER WHEN I DIDN'T AND HER PARENTS TALKED TO MY UNCLE ABOUT JONAH NOT WANTING TO GO TO SKOOL CUZ SHE WAS SCARED BUT I HAD JUS SEEN HER AT SKOOL THAT DAY. OH MY GOSH!!! I WAS CURSING IN EVERY LANGUAGE I KNEW AND I WAS READY TO KILL SOMEONE. I HATE HER! HER AND HER STUPID FRIENDS ARE ALL PAINS IN MY ASS. IF SHE SHOWS UP AT MY PARTY I WILL SHOVE HER FACE IN THE DIRT! GRRR!!!
OK SO I GET ANGRY REALLLY FAST. TODAY I GOT BAD NEWS. I DIDN'T PASS ANY OF MY AP EXAMS. I GOT 2 1S AND 2 2S AND I WAS SAD. I THOUGHT I DID REALLY GOOD BUT GO FIGURE. I DIDN'T. I WILL DO BETTER NEXT YEAR. SO TOMORROW IS THE BIG DAY. I WILL BE 17. IT IS CRAZY HOW MUCH TIME HAS PASSED IN THIS HOUSE. IT FEELS JUST LIKE YESTERDAY I WAS TURNING 11 IN THIS HOUSE N NOW I AM 17, FACING SENIOR YEAR N COLLEGE STUFF AND ALLL THAT STRESSFUL CRAP. TIME FLIES I GUESS. WELL I REALLY HAVE TO DEAL WITH CLEANING THE HOUSE RIGHT NOW. I WILL SO WRITE OUT ALL THE PARTY DETAILS LATER!

I NEVER LET THE ACTIONS OF ANOTHER MAKE OR BRAKE AND AND I NEVER LET A SINGLE PERSON SHAKE ME. BECAUSE HONESTLY...I DON'T GIVE A FUCK WHO HATES ME!

Smile Princess is an Angry Princess....

Ok so i hate my family. all they do is find everything wrong with me. ako na lng ng ako ang may kasalanan. it's my b-day you know. and all they do is find everything that is wrong with me and my friends. at least i'm not like my stupid cousins who smoke and drink and do other dumb butt ideas. I go to the movies and parties and come home everday and i dnt rebel. i keep up the best grades possible and i do my best in everything i do. BUT IT'S NOT GOOD ENOUGH!!! it's just not fair. what more can i dot. i am at the top of my class. i am planning on going to a really good school. i am planning on making my family's life really easy after i graduate. but now i dont feel like it. bahala cla. they can't appreciate how much hard work i am doing. they say it is for me but it is for THEM! i am so pissed off. I HATE MY FAMILY!!!!!

Smile Princess- 7/4/08

OK SO THERE IS NOT MUCH TO DO THIS LATE AT NIGHT RIGHT!!! MY ICE PRINCE AND HIS HOMEY TANKAD JUS LEFT MY HOUSE A WHILE AGO N OF COURSE WE WERE JUST KICKIG IT. GAH!!!! IT IS SO MUCH FUN TO KICK IT WITH ICE PERO ANG HIRAP RIN. MAHAL KO SHA EH. FUNNY RIGHT. I HAVE TO BE HIS FRIEND KAHIT MAHAL KO SHA. MAHIRAP. I HAVE BEEN LISTENING TO SO MANY SAD SONGS THAT IT IS FINALLY GETTING TO ME. I HAVE TO DEAL WITH ICE AND MY PARTY ALL AT ONCE. MY PARTY IS NEXT WEEK AND IT IS CRAZY!!! I AM GOING TO BE 17. GRRNESS!!! I AM GETTING OLD. NAALALA KO NA KAILANGAN KO PAPALA GAWIN UNG SENIOR PROJECT KO BEFOR SUMMER SKOOL ENDS. 3 WEEKS!!! WELL I WANT TO GET MY HOURS DONE BY THEN. THERE IS SO MUCH TO BE DONE. I THINK MY PROJECT WILL BE "THE EFFECTS OF DRUGS ON THE MENTAL, PHYSICAL AND SOCIAL ASPECTS OF PEOPLE." FOR COMMUNITY SERVICE I WILL GO AND INTERVIEW DOCTORS AND PSYCHIATRISTS ON THEIR OPINONS OF THE EFFECTS OF DRUGS AND I WILL TALK TO A FEW PEOPLE WHO I KNOW HAVE AND ADDICTION TO ALCOHOL AND SMOKING BECAUSE I DON'T KNOW ANYONE THAT DOES DRUGS. HAHAH. I THINK THIS WILL BE A VERY FUN PROJECT FOR ME. THE 8 PAGE ESSAY IS NOT FUN THOUGH. OH AND FIGURING OUT HOW TO FINISH THE REST OF MY HOURS. I CAN GO TO MIDDLE SCHOOLS AND INFORM THEM OF WHAT I HAVE FOUND OUT. I CAN ALSO GO TO THE MOVIES AND MALL AND BOOK STORE AND PASS OUT INFORMATIONAL SHEETS. CRAZY AND I CAN DO THAT TOGETHER.
OK SO I AM IN A SAD MOOD BECAUSE OF ICE SO I AM GOING TO POST SOME QUOTES THAT I JUST LIKE. OH AND HAVE YOU NOTICED THAT MY SISTER DOESN'T POST ANYTHING ANYMORE!!! GRRRNESSS!!!

QUOTES:
~Giving up doesn't always mean you are weak; sometimes it means that you are strong enough to let go
~Love is like a puzzle. When you're in love, all the pieces fit but when your heart gets broken, it takes a while to get everything back together
~You can close your eyes to things you don’t want to see, but you can’t close your heart to things you don’t want to feel.
~Out of all the things i knew,i still trusted you
~True love is when you shed a tear and still want him it's when he ignores you and you still love him it's when he loves another girl but you still smaile and say im happy for you when all you really do is cry.. and cry..
~It hurts so much to love you the way i do, and then look at you and realize how much you don't care...
~Its hard to wait around for somethng that you know might never happen but it's even harder to give up especially when it's everything you ever wanted
~I have to be CONCEITED,I got a talent of getting hurt...
~A blue heart is sad a gray heart is mada red heart is taken or already in lovebut my heart is blue and graysad because the guy i love isn't taking hints. but i'm mad because i'm holing myself back from everything i want!
~When no ones around to see her pain, she breaks down. They say she's so strong, but they've never seen her cry. She's got everyone fooled.
~So when i see him, i'm gonna put on my best fake smile and tell him i'm happy for him, But as soon as he says bye and turns away, i'm not gonna fight the tears, i'm gonna let them fall
~My entire life has been a tragic play. There's been some romance, some comedy, but no matter how many good things might happen, I will always end up right back where I started. Back at the bottom, discouraged, regretful, alone
~Where's my, "Happily ever after," ??
~Oh, I shouldn’t care or wonder where and how you are. But I can’t hide this hurt inside my broken heart. I’m fighting back emotions that I’ve never fought before, ‘cause I’m not supposed to love you anymore.
~They say when you’re alone it’s better because nobody knows you. When no one’s your friend, it’s better because nobody leaves you. But I hear voices and I see colors. And I wish I didn’t feel anything. Then it might be easy for me, like it is for you
~one day, your prince will come. mine? oh, he just took a wrong turn, got lost, and is too stubborn to ask for directions
~You aren't born tough. You get that way when there's no one there to dry your tears
~"Take it all off". He said. "What, my clothes?" "No, your make-up. Your mask"
~Eventually, one of two things will happen. He'll finally realize you were worth it, or you'll finally realize he wasnt
~They say, "What doesnt kill you only makes you stronger." Well maybe some of us are just too sick and tired of being so damn strong
~She doesnt want to explain what she feels because she doesnt exactly know. Half of her loves him, but the other half of her wants to let him go.
~Maybe i'm not supposed to get over him. I mean, look how many times i've tried.
~as i remember all the hurtful things he's said to me, i can't stand taking it all over again. I had to give up
~She looks into his eyes and asks herself, "How am i going to get over this one?"
~It is impossible for me to remember a time when you were not a part of me
~When other little girls wanted to be ballet dancers, i kind of wanted to be a vampire
~Forget Stacey's Mom... Me & my girls got it goin on!
~& there's a reason why some people go down in history and others are forgotten. Because everyone has a dream. The people we remember are th eones who achieved theirs
~She smiles like everyone expects her to. She's living up to the expectation of never letting anything get to her. But something's wrong with her smile today. Congratulations ICE, you got to her
~I dont want someone constantly saying i'm beautiful, or hot, or sexy. I want someone who will fight with me; tell me he hates me; and act like he's crying just so i will kiss him. I want someone eho will make fun of me. Do things with him, and his friends, and not always do everything i say. I dont want the "Perfect Guy" to every other girl. I want my perfect guy. The one who is no where near perfect. And knows i'm not either, but loves me anyway


ok so i guess that's it for tonight. i have been writing forever now!!! hahaha. still kinda emo but i will be good in the morning with a shopping trip. at least i got to spend some time with my funky prince.

Smile Princess' Day 7/2/08

SOOOO!!!! HOW IS YOU! FIRST REAL POST ON THIS SITE...HMMM..WHERE TO START. I AM BORED. THAT'S ALL REALLY. I'M AT MY SISTER'S HOUSE. YOU KNOW MY SISTER RIGHT. CRAZY PRINCESS...YEAH THATS HER. OK SO WE JUST ATE RIGHT NOW. I WAS FORCED. SO THIS FRIDAY IS UNICORN'S 19TH B-DAY. THEN MY B-DAY IS COMING UP ON JULY 12. THEN ICE'S ON AUGUST 21ST. SO MANY B-DAYS!!!!! I AM THE ONLY ONE HAVING A PARTY THOUGH. HAHAHHA. OK ANYWAY I AM UBER TIRED. I AM A SENIOR AT WORKMAN HIGH N I AM CURRENTLY TORTURING MYSELF WITH SUMMER SCHOOL. I AM TAKING CIVICS AND ECON AND I SWEAR IT ON MY LIFE THAT THE TEACHER IS IN LOVE WITH ME. EVERYTIME SHE SEES ME SHE WANTS ME TO ANSWER ALL QUESTIONS AND CORRECT PAPERS. NAKAKALOKA!!!! OH EM GEEEE!!!! SO BALIW SHA. D KO SHA TYPE. MASHADO SHA MATANDA. MWAHAHHAHA. I JUST FOUND THIS FUNKY QUOTE ONLINE. HERE IT IS:
To love is to suffer. To avoid suffering one must not love. But then one suffers from not loving. Therefore to love is to suffer, not to love is to suffer. To suffer is to suffer. To be happy is to love. To be happy then is to suffer. But suffering makes one unhappy. Therefore, to be unhappy one must love, or love to suffer, or suffer from too much happiness. I hope you're getting this down.
CONFUSING RIGHT!!! HAHA. IT WAS CUTE THOUGH. I REALLY LIKE QUOTES AS YOU MAY OR MAY NOT HAVE NOTICED FROM THE OLD POSTS ON GEOCITIES. YEA. ITS FUNKY. QUOTES JUST MAKE SENSE! HAHA. I'M WEIRD. OK SO ANYWAY. I AM CONFUSED. OK SO I GUESS THAT IS ALL. I AM GOING TO KICK BACK HERE N SLEEP. I THINK. GRRR. HAHAH

all our old posts on geocities!!! yay!

Smile Princess June 18, 2008
Wow!!! it's been a while. not really. june 6 was my last n now its june 18. well i guess you know that too!! so anyway. i am now officially a SENIOR!!!!! CLASS OF 2009! MWAHAHHAHA. so anyway. enough of my insanity. time for the really issues...best friend cam back...damn her! i hate her. oh well. so i saw this cute guy in school today. maybe not ice material but its good enough for the summer. mwahhaha. kahit magalit c sister ok lng. d nmn ako loyal sa ice ko eh. bakla un eh. oh well. so anyway. i think i have given up on ice. i want to. he still gets to me but he pisses me off a lot now. i bit him two days ago cuz he was being funky. we kept chasing each other around like dorks cuz we had nothing better to do. well wut else can i say. hmmmmmm.....well it's been kind of funky lately. today i am at crazy's house n we are going to the west covina public library to c if we can do our community service hours there. we just ate n now i am bored. it is so effing hot n i want to go home n sleep. i can't do that because of this dumb community service thing that seniors are required to do. grrrr....i am so hot headed right now cuz its so hot. i need ice....i mean like actual ice, not the person. well it's time for me to go cuz i am tired of typing. bye bye!!!!

SENIORS!!! CLASS OF 2009!!!
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Smile Princess June 2, 2008
ok so here is the good news. it is almost the end of the year. for me there is only 9 days left before i am officially a senior. actually 8 since today is almost over. bad news....d seniors this year only have 4 days left. grrrr!!!! idk what to do!!!! i am not ready to be a senior n i am not ready for this friday. but this saturday i am inviting everyone to go watch kung fu panda. i am completely stressed from all the projects being thrown at me right now. but its ok because after this week all that is left is my finals n then i am done with my junior year!!! wow!!! it has really been a year n all that i have left is one year n i am going to college. idk f im ready but i guess now i have to be. i am being thrown into everything right now and its a rush. i dont care what happens now. i am ready to face tomorrow. but with my head held high? idk. me n ice have nothing together n its the end of the year. so i guess nothing is going to happen. time to look ahead and find someone else. sux right. not really. i have been looking n i wonder how my cuzin would feel f i started dating one of his friends. he would prolly kill me but oh well!!!! lmao. i promise myself that kahit ano mg yari samin ni ice d ako mag mumukang kawawa at pag na reject na ako d ako iiyak. i will walk away wit my head up high in the sky n go to a different boy. it's his loss nmn dba. at least that is what my kuya reindeer said. wala na talga ako pakialam. d nmn ako loyal doon eh. bahala c ice. i can do better n find better. i have found better before. i can do this. i just have to stay away n find myself again. gain my confidence n then go party n get a guy! mwahahahaha...well idk what else to say. i have made my resolution to forget about everything when he rejects me. i am ready to forget what i feel n what i think about him after this year is over. bahala na. i am ready. smile princess is keeping it chill after my projects are done. kick back relax n enjoy life.
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Smile Princess May 16, 2008
Quotes:
--minsan iniisip ko...kng pwede lng sanang wag nang magmahal...para lng wag na akong masaktan pa...kya lng, pwede b un? eh makita lng kitang nakangiti eh handa na akong masaktan ulit...--Lord, let me accept d fact that this is the farthest that i can get, the closest i could be and the clearest that i shall c nd no matter wat i do.. i can never make him love me too
--madalas kong icpn kung san ko ba ilulugar sarili ko sayo… o kung may lugar pa ba… kapag bibitaw na ko, drating ka at pinaparamdam mo na nanjan ka pa. O ngyn, darating ka pa ba? O bibitaw na ko…?
--npakagago ko tlga...incp ko n mgagawa mokong mhalin, tutal frends tau at nagwa ko ng mhulog sau..pro pnu b yan? e iba nman pla ang nararamdaman mo para skin!? kht ba frnds lng tau...ndi mu b tlga mgagawang mhalin dn ako?
--mhirap kpag iniwan mo ang taong minahal mo ng 22o...nung cnabi mo sa kanyang ayaw mo na, akala mo pipigilan ka nya pro nagkamali ka, niyakap ka lang nya at cnabing: yan din ang sasabihin ko, naunahan mo lng ako--ang kaibigan... anu-man, sino ma....kaylanman...? suman, gulaman, kahit pacman o kulog man...hindi nagkakalimutan....peks man....
--may tanong sakin yung fwen ko:paano mo dedescribe yung mahal mo?sabi ko:manhid
--sabi nila mahal daw kita kse pangalan mo daw parati kong binabanggit, parati daw akong masaya pag andyan ka. sabi nila aminin ko na daw syo, pero sabi ko "saka na lang, pag mahal na din nya ako
--d mo ko iniicp?! i know it..asa pa ko! jaz wnt u 2 knw kht nsan ka, kht no gwa mo, khit cno pa ksma mo..my 1ng cra d2..laging nag iicp syo!

wala lng ako magawa during class. hearts you sister!!!!
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crazy princess May 12, 2008
SO OKAY MY SISTER IS RYT IT WAS SUPER FUN DIS WEEKEND!! I GOT TO HANG OUT WIT MY SISTER, MY MOTHER AND MY PRINCE! IT WAS CRAZY! IT WAS SO FUN WATCHING HIM DO ALL D WEIRD STUFF HE DOES!! LOL.. I NOTICED SUMTIN ABOUT MY SISTER'S PRINCE ICE (ALSO MY MOTHER) HE IS MUCH HYPER WHEN MY UNICORN IS AROUND AND HE'S KIND OF SERIOUS WHEN COFFEE IS AROUND ITS WEIRD! LOL.. IM SO HAPPY FOR MY SISTER!! LOL.. ITS SUPER KILIGNESS!! LOL.. IM JUST MAD CUZ I WASNT DER!!! GRRR.. NEXT TYM U GUYS SLEEP AT MY HOUSE OK?! LOL... OMG I HATE IT I DONT HAVE MY VOICE AND IM SUPER SICK!!! DIS SUX!!! I CANT BE HYPER COZ IF I MOVE A LOT IT FEELS LIKE IMMA FALL!!! AND U GUYS KNOW ME I ALWAYS HAV TO MOVE!! OMG TODAY THAT FREAKIN SLUTT IS SUCH A SLUTT!! SHE FLIRTS WIT ALL OUR PRINCES TODAY!!! GRRR.. SHE TOLD MY MOTHER "ICE GIVE ME A HUG A REAL HUG" AND THEN SHE PUT HER BIG BOOBS INFRONT OF ICE!.. AND THEN SHE WENT TO MY PRINCE COFFEE SHE TOOK MY COFFEE'S JACKET AND STARTED PLAYING WIT IT! SHE WOULDNT EVEN GIVE IT BACK TO HIM LANDI TLGA!!!! GRRRRRRRR I WANNA HIT HER WIT A TRUCK!!!!!! SO DAT HER BRAIN WILL SHAKE!!!!!... I JUST REALLY HATE HER!!! URGHHH.. ANYWAYS YUP YUP WERE ALL READY FOR PROM!!! IM SO EXCITED!!! LOL.. IM WEARING DIS CUTE DRESS AND SHOES AND YEAH ME AND MY SISTER WERE GONNA HAVE SO MUCH FUN DAT NIGHT AND IM NOT GONNA LET ANYBODY RUIN IT FOR ME AND MY SISTER NOT EVEN DAT SLUTT!!!!.. SO YEAH GOT TO GO I HAV TO DRINK MY MEDICINE NOW!.. BYERZZZ
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Smile Princess May 12, 2008
Ok so this weekend was awesome!!!!! i had so much fun even though i got grounded. oh yea n i only went out once but that once was awesome. ok so friday was great. crazy princess was supposed to come over to my house n kick it but she wasn't allowed to go out so i went to her house. we went to red ribbon n got sum palabok n sago cuz i was hungry. when we got back we started singing but crazy s sick so we took a rest n we texted ice prince to come by n kick it. we had jus gotten into a fight wednesday n i was still kind of mad. but oh well dba. good tym to make up. well n e way ice came by with unicorn n we were all eating n singing. at around 11 30 i really had to go home cuz my lola was tripping so all of us left crazy's house n went to my house. go figure there was a party at my house n uni n ice knew a bunch of people there but i think i knew more. cuz yea most of them are constantly at my house. but i didn't want to kick it with those people n ice went to my room n we were just talking n looking at pix. fun huh. yes it was. uni came along n we were all kicking it n laughing. pretty soon uni got kidnapped by my cuzins friends n me n ice were left alone. we were talking n joking n then we got tired. he was sleeping on my chair but i felt bad so i told him to sleep on the bed. when he fell asleep i put out a blanket on the floor n went to sleep. that is why i got grounded. cuz a girl is not allowed to sleep in the same room as a guy cuz my mom would trip. but yea it happend n now i'm grounded for 2 weeks. oh well it could be worse. so in the morning when it was time for them to go home ice told me he felt really bad that i slept on the floor n that he slept over. i am super happy though. so that was pretty much my weekend. oh yea i got my shoes n purse yesterday. i am so ready for prom. too bad ice isn't going n e more. he is the only real reason i was going. grrrr! so i am off my sentencing on may 25. dam that is long!!!! well ttyl. too bad my sister don't come on this much. my gulay.
I heart's ICE PRINCE!!!!
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SMILE PRINCESS May 5, 2008
OK SO ANYWAY THIS WEEKEND WAS HECKA FUNKY. I GOT SUPER SAD ON FRIDAY N WHEN I GOT HOME I CRIED A LOT. ITS SO GAY!!!! THEN ME N ICE DIDN'T TALK ALL WEEKEND SO I GUES SHE HATES ME. I SAW MOOCHIE AT THE FAIR N I WAS SUPER HAPPY. CUZ NO MATTER WHAT THAT GUY LOVES ME N NEVER LIKES TO SEE ME CRY. SO I DONT LIKE ICE THAT MUCH RIGHT NOW EITHER. THEN THERE IS THE FACT THAT THERE IS ONLY LIKE 30 DAYS LEFT OF SCHOOL. ITS SO HORRIBLE. I'M LIKE UBER DEPRESSED CUZ I'M LOSING EVERY1 I LOVE THIS YEAR. I HAD SAT'S THIS SATURDAY N IT TOOK FOREVER. I WENT TO WEST COVINA HIGH N IT WAS COOL CUZ THERE WAS A LOT OF CUTE GUYS. THERE WERE A LOT OF CUTE GUYS AT PRELIMS FOR BADMINTON TOO! I HEARTS CUTE BOYS. OH YEA N TOMORROW I WON'T BE GOING TO SCHOOL CUZ I'M GOIN OUT TO LOOK FOR A PROM DRESS SO THAT ICE WILL FINALLY NOTICE ME BUT I DOUBT HE WILL. MAYBE I SHOULD TAKE MOOCHIE TO MY PROM!!! HAHA I DOUBT HE WOULD GO THOUGH. WELL I GOTZ TAH GO CUZ I GOT WORK TO DO! PAYCE.
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crazy princess April 28, 2008
HI YOU GUYS CRAZY PRINCESS HERE! LOL.. ITS ME AGAIN! LOL.. SO YEAH YEATERDAY WAS FUN!!! I GOT MY UNLIMITED TEXT MESSAGING ALREADY!!! WOHOO!! DEN B4 DAT I WENT TO CHURCH AND I SAW DIVA AND MY SISTER'S PRINCE! I WAS KINDA SHOCKED TO SEE HIM DER COZ HE HAVNT GONE TO CHURCH 4 A LONG TIME AND I THOUGHT THAT HE WAS GONNA BURN SO I TEXTED MY SISTER!! LOL... DEN YEAH I WENT TO MY SISTERS HOUSE WE WERE SINGING DEN I TOLD HER TO INVITE ICE TO GO WITH US DEN WE WENT TO THE STORE TO BUY ICE CREAM AND MEET HIM DER WHILE WE WERE WALKING THERE WERE 2 GUYS STANDING BY THEIR CAR CALLING US THEY WERE SAYING PSTT PSSST!!! WE GOT SCARED! LOL.. DEN ICE TOOK 4EVER TO COME!!! COZ HE WAS STILL @ GUNGGUNG PARK!!! AND WHERE D HECK IS THAT! LOL.. THEN YEAH WE WENT BACK TO MY SISTER'S HOUSE THEN WE WERE SINGING AGAIN!!! ICE SANG BEAUTIFUL IN MY EYES 4 MY SISTER!!! WOHOO!!! DIS IS AN IMPROVEMENT RYT?!! LOL... SO YEAH NEXT WEEK I NEED TO BUY MY PROM DRESS ALREADY!!! GEEZZZ!! LOL.. OK GOTTA GO COZ IMMA EAT NOW TALK 2 U GUYS LATER!!! MUWAAHHH!! LOL.. LABSHOO SIS!!
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crazy princess April 26, 2008
OFCOURSE ITS ME AGAIN!! LOL.. I CAN'T SLEEP!!! GRR IM SO MAD I WANNA GO TO SLEEP ALREADY BUT I CAN'T!! AND MY SISTER WENT TO SLEEP EARLY SO I JUST FIXED OUR FRIENDSTER I POSTED UP A NEW A SHOUT OUT! LOL.. SEE IM GETTING ADDICTED(REMEBER IM A-DDIC IM ADDICTED TO U!) TO DIS BLOG NOW COZ I KNOW HOW TO USE IT! LOL.. EI ATLEAST MY SISTER WONT FEEL LONELY ANYMORE!!..GRR.. I HOPE HER COMPUTER WILL BE FIXED ALREADY SO DAT WE CAN TALK TO YM COZ YEAH LIKE WAT MY SISTER TOLD U GUYS I WENT OVER BOARD ON MY TEXT MESSAGING AND MY PARENTS STARTED TRIPPIN! IT WAS FUN! JK!.. YEAH DEY WOUDNT LET ME TEXT ANYMORE! BUT ATLEAST DEY FINALLY REALIZED DAT I REALLY NEED MY UNLIMITED TXT MESSAGING SO NOW DEY'R GONNA GET ME ONE SO NOW ME AND MY SISTER CAN TEXT ALL D TYM FOR FREE!! OH YEAH HERS IS FREE MINES IS NOT BUT IT WILL BE ALREADY!! MUWAHAHAHA!! LOL..
AND YEAH CAN ANYBODY HELP ME CONVINCE MY SISTER TO NOT GIVE UP ON HIS PRINCE!! IM TELLING YOU SIS ITS NOT D END OF D ROAD YET!!! SO DONT GIVE UP!! WE BOTH DONT KNOW WATS GOING ON INSIDE HIS HEAD!!! WHAT IF HE'S ALREADY THINKING DATHE LIKES YOU AND HE'S GONNA TAKE YOU TO PROM COZ NOW I ALWAYS HEAR HIM SAYING DAT HE DOESNT HAVE A DATE FOR PROM AND HE'S LOOKING FOR ONE!!! BOOTIELICOUS I GUESS DIDNT PASS!! COZ SHE'S TOO WILD COZ THATS WAT I HEARD FROM COFFEE COZ COFFEE AND ICE WERE TALKING AND I WAS DER AND YOU KNOW MY EARS WHEN IT COMES TO CHISMIS ITS ALWAYS ACTIVE! SO YEAH DEY WERE TALKING AND DATS WAT I HEARD!!! LOL.. SO DONT GIVE UP!!! DER STILL HOPE!!! YOU'LL BE SURPRISED TO KNOW HOW FAR YOU CAN GO FROM THE POINT YOU THOUGHT IT WAS THE END! SO KEEP ON FIGHTING! SO WAT IF HE GRADUATE!! URE STILL GONNA SEE HIM AND IM MAKING SURE OF DAT!!!..AJA SIS AJA!! I LABSHOO!!...
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crazy princess..
IM SORRY SISTER BUT I KNOW DAT U KNOW THAT I BARELY FOUND OUT ON HOW TO USE DIS BLOG WITHOUT YOU!! ACTUALLY DIS IS MY FIRST TIME! SO YEAH LETS CELEBRATE!! LOL.. SO YEAH SISTER IM SORRY ON WAT HAPPEND YESTERDAY ABOUT D WHOLE DITCHING STUFF.. WELL ATLEAST YOU HAD FUN COZ U WERE WITH URE PRINCE!.. LOL.. BUT WERE NOT GONNA GO OUT DIS COMING WEEKS COZ U NEED 2 GO 2 URE STUDY SESSIONS!! OR ELSE U MIGHT FAIL URE AP TEST! AND IM NOT GONNA LET DAT HAPPEND! AND SCREW URE COACH! HE HAS FAVORITISM! BUT YEAH YOU HAVE TO GO TO PRACTICE NOW TOO!! LOL.. IM SORRY BOUT DAT! COZ IT WAS SO HOT DEN THERE WERE DOGS AND STUFF SO YEAH! LOL... AND OFCOURSE D SLUTT TALKED TO U TODAY! HOW FUN IS DAT! LOL.. SEE I WROTE A LOT D ONLY REASON WHY I DONT WRITE HERE COZ I DONT KNOW HOW!!! LOL.. I KNOW IM SLOW! LOL.. SO YEAH GUYS YESTERDAY WAS FUN FOR ME COZ I WAS WITH MY SISTER AND MY 2 PRINCE UNICORN AND COFFEE OH AND YEAH OUR MOTHER ICE WAS DER 2! LOL.. (SMILEY'S MOM HAS GOT IT GOING ON!) LOL...OK SEE YOU GUYS!! MY FIRTS ENTRY!! WOHOOO!!!!...
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Smile Princess: April 25, 2008
OK SO MY SISTER WENT OVER HER BILL BY LIKE $500 DOLLARS!!!! MY GOSH! I DONT GO OVER MY BILL. WELL YESTERDAY WAS HORRIBLE. WE HAD TEAM PICTURES AND PRACTICE N I DIDN'T GO AGAIN BECAUSE MY SISTER, ICE N COFFEE TOLD ME NOT TO GO. I FEEL REALLY GUILTY BECAUSE I DON'T GO TO PRACTICE NE MORE N IT SUX CUZ I AM STILL PART OF THE TEAM. I ALSO HATE THE FACT THAT THERE IS FAVORITISM IN OUR TEAM. WHO CARES IF BUNNY IS GOOD. SCREW HIM!!!! I THINK IM GOING TO PRACTICE TODAY AFTER MY AP U.S HISTORY STUDY SESSION. OH YEA I DIDN'T EVEN GO TO MY 2 STUDY SESSIONS YESTERDAY. I FEEL KINDA BAD FOR THAT. I KNOW MY PRIORITY. SKOOL. I HAVE TO START PUTTING MY SKOOL WORK FIRST BEFORE MY FRIENDS. IT IS TRUE WHAT THEY SAY. IN LIFE YOU HAVE LOVE, WORK N A SOCIAL LIFE BUT YOU CAN ONLY HAVE 2 OF THE 3 THINGS AT ONCE. I HAVE TO CHOSE WORK N ONLY WORK FOR A WHILE TO CATCH UP ON ALL THE GOOFING OFF I HAVE DONE SO FAR. >.<>
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Entry for April 22, 2008
ok so this is smile princess!!!! my sister, crazy princess, is bz at the moment cuz we hav our friend ovr. yep. wala magawa. so so me n my sister go to workman high school together n we are both juniors. we hearts each other very much. ^_^ i tnk my sister is super pretty n fun n of course crazy. hmmmm....well me n her wanted to start this blog cuz we have nothin better to do n we have our own journal but we run out really quick and so we will have this to do our stuff. most of the people we talk about in the blog n in our journal are given nicknames cuz if sum1 reads it....then....that wouldn't be gud!!! ahahha. ne way....here i go now....:
TODAY WAS A BAD DAY. WE HAD STAR TESTING AND IT WAS HECKA BORING. TESTING FOR ANY AMOUNT OF TIME IS GAY!!!! BUT ME N CRAZY PRINCESS GO THROUGH IT N IT WAS COOL. NOW I'M AT HER HOUSE CHILLIN CUZ WE HAVE NOTHING TO DO N I DIDN'T WANT TO GO TO BADMINTON PRACTICE. ICE IS WITH US N OF COURSE I AM STILL TOTALLY IN LOVE WITH HIM...EVER SINCE MIDDLE SCHOOL. SAD THING IS....HE STILL DOESN'T KNOW AND IM STILL ALL ALONE AND SAD CUZ ITS A SECRET. I KNOW SAD HUH....I THINK MY SISTER WILL TALK TO YOU LATER CUZ SHE IS BZ MAKIN FUN OF ICE. WUT DO I DO? ANY1 HAVE A SUGGESTION?.....HMMMM....HE IS GOING TO GRADUATE THIS YEAR N I WILL CRY A LOT CUZ HE IS GOING TO LEAVE ME.....>.<>
PRETTY MUCH MY SISTER ALREADY TOLD U WAT HAPPEND TODAY!. AND YEAH SHE'S TOTALLY IN LOVE WITH ICE! AND IM TRYING MY BEST NA MAINLOVE C ICE TO MY SISTER BEFORE HE GRADUATE!! SO MY LOVING SISTER WILL BE HAPPY!!!!.. WELL AS FOR ME I DONT HAVE A LOVE LIFE!.. LOL.. I DO BUT HE'S IN THE PHILIPPINES! HOW SADS DIN DBA?! LOL.. WE'VE BEEN BESTFRIEND SISNCE 1ST GRADE AND STILL UP TO NOW HE DOESNT KNOW THAT I EXSIST!!! GRR.. OH WELL DATS FINE ATLEAST I HAVE MY SISTER!!...SHE'S CRAZY LIKE ME AND HYPER LIKE ME BUT SHE'S ALWAYS SAYING DAT IM MORE HYPER! I DONT THINK SOO!!! IM I HYPER? HUH? HUH?? HOW COME URE NOT ANSWERING ME? IM I HYPER OR NOT?? WAT? ANSWER ME!!!! lol
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smile princes: April 21, 2008
OK SO MY SISTER IS IN HER DANCE CLASS RIGHT NOW. I KNOW! AWESOME. SHE IS REALLY GUD N YEA SO DON'T TRIP. I ON THE OTHER HAND AM IN COMPUTER GRAPHICS KICKIN IT N DOIN THIS CUZ I HAVE A LOT ON MY MIND. STAR TESTIN IN TOMORROW N IM SUPER DUPER TIRED CUZ ITS BEEN HECTIC IN ALL MY CLASSES. I AM TOTALLY OUT OF IT. I'M FREAKIN NERVOUS ABOUT PROM CUZ I DON'T HAVE A DATE CUZ THE GUY I WANTED TO GO WITH IS GOIN WIT SUMBODY ELSE. I WAS SUPER BORED OVERTHE WEEKEND CUZ I DIDN'T GO OUT A LOT. I JUST WENT TO THE MOVIES N A PARTY. THEN I WENT HOME AND READ A BOOK. BORING RIGHT! I KNOW! N E WAY!!!!! SOMEONE ENTERTAIN ME BEFORE I GO INSANE. SIS!!!! STOP DANCIN N LETS GO CHILL! HAHAHA! I AM SO TRIPPIN. TODAY MY BITCHY TEACHER SAID SHE DOESN'T LIKE ASIANS!! NOW I KNOW WHY SHE LOVES GIVING ME BAD GRADES. SO RACIST! I HATE HER! SHE IS JUST JEALOUS CUZ AZNS ARE SMART. DON'T TRIP! N E WAY. I AM A LITTLE SAD CUZ MY ICE PRINCE DIDN'T KICK IT WIT ME OVER THE WEEKEND. SO FUNKY! ME N MY SIS DIDN'T GET TO KICK IT EITHER. I DITCHED A GAME FOR HER ON FRIDAY BUT THAT'S ABOUT IT. SUCH A GAY WEEKEND. I AM IN SUCH A NEGATIVE MOOD!!!! GRRRRRRRRS!"I'M STILL HERE"IT'S BEEN A WHILE SINCE IT ALL STARTEDALMOST TIME FOR IT TO ENDIT SEEMS LIKE HOURS ARE JUST RUSHING BYI TAKE A SEAT AND THINK FOR A MOMENTAND NOW YOU ARE WALKING DOWN THAT AISLETAKING YOUR DIPLOMA AND LEADING YOUR LIFELEAVING ME BEHIND WHILE I SIT HERE AND CRYI'M IN THE STANDS WATCHING YOU WALK AWAYKNOWING THAT I NEVER HAD THE COURAGE TO SAYI NEVER EVEN TOLD YOU HOW I TRULY FELTAND I'M STILL HERE...NEVER SPEAKINGFEAR JUST MAKING ME SILENTI GUESS THERE'S NOTHING TO LOSE NOWSINCE YOU DON'T KNOW ITS YOU BUT GUESS WHAT ICE....IT HAS ALWAYS BEEN YOU....
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Entry for April 17, 2008
Ok sooooo this is just everything we do kk. don't trip ^_^ i guess u need to know who wer are....well d one on the left of the pictur is smile princess n the one on the right is crazy princess! duh! royal sister....^_^ n e way. we both go to workman high, we love music, movies, kicking back, n...well....STARBUCKS!!!!! (we love to sing but we are not that gud) oh yea we are both filipina so if we add some tagalog into this mix don't trip cuz the halo halo rox!!! Smile Princess' stuff will be in purple while Crazy Princess' stuff will be in red so you don't get confused.
I guess we can hide identity through this...i think. unless you know who we are through our pix. but i doubt. hmmm....well idk what to write right now. well today was a long day!!!! GRRR. i wanted sum iced coffee from McD's n i didn't get ne. how lame huh! oh well. oh yea n lunch was hella kicked back cuz me n crazy princess kept laughin. today i ditched practice so i could go over to my best friends house (crazy princess). we wanted to just chill but we ended up doing this. we are bored huh. idk ne more. talk to my sister!!!
today was cute!! it was fun yet scary!! fun bec. i was so hyper!!(as always!) scary coz my freakin' sister aka smile princess took my fone and we all thought that i lost it!!! ... yup my sister ditched her practice for me.. then grrr freakin coffee stole ice prince away from my sister!!! we were suppose to go to his house but no!!! coffee called him and he wants him to go with him!!!!!! they're so gay!!!!...and another stupid thing my alvin and the chipmuncks dvd didnt work!!!!!...grrrr.. I LOVE LIFE THOUGH!....
OK SO YEA! we have drama in our life too! we hate drama diva, the slut...n idk wuts up with sungit....we hearts cherry princess n of course crazy princess hearts unicorn. oh ok...smile princess hearts ice prince too....(pangit pero matalino) So Crazy Princess used to like coffee but not any more cuz he is so effing gay and a big fat jerk! Drama Diva used to be our friend but not she's just like....a....follower...a tag-along. The slut is a slut. smile princess has always though so but crazy princess doesn't listen....sungit is stupid for caring about the slut. oh well. not our issue unless they put us into it....umm....guess that's it for now. ^_^