Smile Princess is...nervous?

OK SO....IDK. TOMORROW IS MY B-DAY N I AM NERVOUS. THAT'S A FIRST. I GUESS IT IS BECAUSE I AM HAVING MY PARTY TOMORROW N IT HAS TO BE GREAT. DIVA S HAING HER PARTY IN TWO WEEKS N MYN HAS TO BE SO MUCH BETTER THAN HERS. I AM THE PARTY GIRL I AM THE WILD AND CRAZY ONE. I CANNOT N WILL NOT GET BEATEN BY SOME LIL KID. OK SHE'S OLDER BUT SHE IS NOT AS WISE AND EXPERIENCED AS ME. GAH! SO I GUESS MY SISTER IS NEVER GOING ONLINE ANYMORE SO THIS IS ALL ABOUT ME. HOW FUNNY. HAHAH. SO TOMORROW HAS TO BE TYT. I HAVE TO LOOK AWESOME AND I HAVE TO HAVE THE BEST FOOD AND MUSIC AND I DONT CARE ABOUT NETHING ELSE BUT THAT. HMMM...I AM FEELING BETTER THAN BEFORE. LAST WEEK I WAS JUST REALLY PISSED OF AT MY FAMILY. NOW IT HAS GOTTEN BETTER. I AM DOING BETTER. I AM LESS ANGRY AND I DONT THINK I WILL BE THROWING TOO MANY TEMPER TANTRUMS ANYTIME SOON.
I ACUTALLY HAD A REALLY BAD WEEK. WELL I ENDED THE WEEK OFF BAD. I WAS HONESTLY READY TO KICK SUM1'S ASS. THIS BITCH NAMED JONAH FROM MY SKOOL WAS TALKIN SHIT ABOUT ME THREATENING HER WHEN I DIDN'T AND HER PARENTS TALKED TO MY UNCLE ABOUT JONAH NOT WANTING TO GO TO SKOOL CUZ SHE WAS SCARED BUT I HAD JUS SEEN HER AT SKOOL THAT DAY. OH MY GOSH!!! I WAS CURSING IN EVERY LANGUAGE I KNEW AND I WAS READY TO KILL SOMEONE. I HATE HER! HER AND HER STUPID FRIENDS ARE ALL PAINS IN MY ASS. IF SHE SHOWS UP AT MY PARTY I WILL SHOVE HER FACE IN THE DIRT! GRRR!!!
OK SO I GET ANGRY REALLLY FAST. TODAY I GOT BAD NEWS. I DIDN'T PASS ANY OF MY AP EXAMS. I GOT 2 1S AND 2 2S AND I WAS SAD. I THOUGHT I DID REALLY GOOD BUT GO FIGURE. I DIDN'T. I WILL DO BETTER NEXT YEAR. SO TOMORROW IS THE BIG DAY. I WILL BE 17. IT IS CRAZY HOW MUCH TIME HAS PASSED IN THIS HOUSE. IT FEELS JUST LIKE YESTERDAY I WAS TURNING 11 IN THIS HOUSE N NOW I AM 17, FACING SENIOR YEAR N COLLEGE STUFF AND ALLL THAT STRESSFUL CRAP. TIME FLIES I GUESS. WELL I REALLY HAVE TO DEAL WITH CLEANING THE HOUSE RIGHT NOW. I WILL SO WRITE OUT ALL THE PARTY DETAILS LATER!

I NEVER LET THE ACTIONS OF ANOTHER MAKE OR BRAKE AND AND I NEVER LET A SINGLE PERSON SHAKE ME. BECAUSE HONESTLY...I DON'T GIVE A FUCK WHO HATES ME!